apparently my family DOESN'T know the real meaning of *CARING* about their other family member!

someone asked me when i'm available for a phone interview for a front desk position at a hotel. i told them my availability- they haven't replied yet. i'm glad i moved to this apartment because it helped my resume gain job experience as opposed to when i lived in burnsville. employers were probably turned off and uninterested in hiring me by my location at that time because i actually get more employers interested in hiring me when i'm living here, so i'm also able to get more work experience. my grandma used to tell my case managers all the time how she wanted me to get a part-time job when i was living in burnsville and i don't think i worked much when she was living- kinda explains why i was more depressed also. amanda and my mom would already know that IF they "cared" about me as much as they try to make it seem by not being more supportive of my goal to move OUT of THIS state. i'm sure the only reason why my mom wants me to remain living in this state is just so i don't make a more successful life than she has made (if you call what she even lives a "LIFE" *rolls eyes*). and amanda is just naive and is trying to make it seem like my family actually cares about me- so they want me to remain by them even when she doesn't answer my calls or return any of my damn voicemails- so i'm sick of calling her because it feels like i'm "begging" for support from my own damn family. she also doesn't want her mom to have to deal with my mom calling her mom whining about how much she SUPPOSEDLY "misses" me. amanda also doesn't answer the emergency room's calls to her. DID SHE "MISS" ME WHEN SHE WAS HOLDING ME IN FRONT OF MY DAD WHEN HE WAS KICKING HER?! or how about during the TWO surgeries i've had to have on my bowel as a result of getting kicked when i was young? any mom who TRULY cares about their own children, would have been trying to get their child into safety when their dad was violently drunk. NOT MY MOM! she uses me to get attention from other people. that's the only way i'm good for anything to her. you should've just did what my grandma wanted you to do and assisted me to move to the east coast amanda, then there's a good chance this shit wouldn't have came out and my family (my mom especially) wouldn't look like such controlling pricks.